a friend of ours went down going too fast around a left, blind turn in ACH about 2 weeks ago... he's ok, but his bike (2009 ninja 250?) was totalled, and he severely tore up his knee tendon and is looking at months of rehab...
reflecting on what happened that day, i have to admit that his incident put me into serious shock as well. so much so, that later on when i was parking i choked and tipped over- something i haven't done in almost a year. not a big deal, in the grand scheme of things. but, i could remember feeling sick to my stomach after it happened- ie my heart was pumping non-stop, my mouth dry, started getting a headache, and i was just running on nervous adrenaline etc etc.
my day- and everyone else's for that matter- was basically over. somehow, i seemed more affected by it all than everyone else, who seemed back to normal very shortly after- ie joking around, laughing, and riding fast. i couldn't even get myself to ride fast at all after his accident. in fact, there were some points where i almost felt as though i forgot how to ride... <lol>
has anyone else felt like this, or is it just me? i know i tend to be overly sensitive about things. but, i guess i need to just get over it, get out there on roads i'm familiar with, and get the confidence back.
i went for a short ride with a friend yesterday, and for some reason i felt nervous to the point where i didn't even want to lean into the turns. it's so weird how psychological trauma/ stress can affect one's confidence. it wasn't even me that crashed, yet i can't help but feel so torn up from seeing our friend laid out on the ground and his mangled up bike...
anyhow. sorry for the long novel. just thought i'd share some thoughts on this and see if anyone else has had similar feelings.