If it makes you feel any better, I messed up the first time I went to college. I decided to work full time to go along with my heavy class load. And my grades suffered. I ended up getting put on academic probation and missed my GPA by .001 and got kicked out. Never went back. Atleast you have help. I have great parents but when it came to schooling, I never received much help.I'm currently going to school for civil engineering on a scholarship for my grades in highschool. I wish I could have done something I wanted like motorcycles or diesel mechanic but my family wouldn't let me be a mechanic busting my knuckles my entire life Doesn't matter though, I will be turning wrenches on the weekends.
Thank you, I'm two years into it and have a 3.9x gpa, I got a B in physics 3 so it ruined my 4.0 but taking that and calculus at the same time wasn't smart. I have to keep a 3.5 to keep my scholarship.If it makes you feel any better, I messed up the first time I went to college. I decided to work full time to go along with my heavy class load. And my grades suffered. I ended up getting put on academic probation and missed my GPA by .001 and got kicked out. Never went back. Atleast you have help. I have great parents but when it came to schooling, I never received much help.
Good luck to you, sir!